6-11-2017

Everything happens for  a reason. 🙂

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Salamat.

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                     Salamat. Isang salita na paulit-ulit kong sinasabi habang ako ay nakangiti. Sadyang napakabait ng panginoon. Humiling ka lang at magdasal ng taimtim at ibibigay niya ang iyong kahilingan. Hindi ko inakala na ganun kabilis ang mangyayari. Akala ko hanggang imaginasyon ko lang mangyayari, pero possible rin pala na sa kasalukuyan- isang panaginip na nagkatotoo. May mga bagay nga sa mundong ito na nais nating mangyari ngunit tili ayaw ng tadhana- dahil hindi yun ang nakalaan para sayo. Naniniwala akong may plano ang Diyos sa bawat isa sa atin. Kailangan lang nating maghanap, maghintay at magtiwala. Salamat po ulit, Panginoon. Makakatulog akong may saya sa aking labi. Salamat!

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Nagmamahal,

J.

The Sunday Currently Vol. 18

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Hola! Hola! It’s been almost a month since I last updated my TCS. Namiss ko ‘to! Kaya, heto na.

CURRENTLY

Reading

my blog.

Writing

The Sunday Currently Entry Vol. 18! 🙂

Listening

Don’t Know Why by Norah Jones 🙂 🙂 🙂

Thinking

about my life. What I should be doing now? 

Smelling

None. 

Praying

That hopefully I will land a stable job. I hope I will given an Assignment Order from Dep Ed any sooner. 🙂 *crossedfingers*

Hoping

For  a better week ahead of me! Ayoko mag stay lang sa bahay. Wala akong ibang ginawa kung di, matulog lang. Ayoko ng ganun. I want to do something productive. I wanted to work again.

Wearing

printed dress.

Loving

this time of the night.

Wanting

a good sleep.

Needing

A HUG. Can somebody hug me? hihihi 🙂

Feeling

I am feeling happy and blessed. Tinupad ulit ni Papa God ang dasal ko na sana pumasa ako sa RQA- at pumasa nga ako. Hindi ko inakala na ganun yung score ko. Thank you, Lord! But, i have to decline the AO that was given to me. Sa isla kasi ako iaasign. Hindi yun pwede at ayaw rin ni Papa kasi nga delikado. So, I hope mabigyan ulit ako ng AO na malapit lapit lang. Looking forward ako diyan. 🙂 Kung hindi man ako para sa teaching, I will seek another job. Kaya lang yan. Naniniwala ako! *fighting!* Basta, hindi dapat ma tengga ng matagal, dapat may sahod! 🙂 Goal ko ngayon, FOCUS sa carreer!

That’s it for my TCS entry! chao 🙂

And oh, don’t forget to join The Sunday Currently link-up by siddathornton! 

Let’s Do Fast Talk

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Let me try!!!!

-Hip hop or rap? rap!!!

-Sneakers , leather? sneakers!!

-how many times did you fall in love? never!

-how many times you take a bath? once a day, hahah!

-how many kids you want? 3 will be enough.

-part of the day you want? night time.

-favorite past time? surfing the internet.

-favorite color? black.

-favorite song? taylor swift’s.

-favorite singer? taylor swift

-sexiest woman in the Philippines? Jennylyn Mercado

cats – dogs? dogs!!

-car – motorcycle? car!

-sexiest man in the USA? Paul Wesley.

-green or blue? green!

-last thing you do today? ate!

-your most treasured possession? cellphone

-if you could be a hero for a day, who are you? darna! haha

-what are you plans? to land a stable job!

-handsome , intelligent? intelligent!

-cooking or baking? cooking! never tried baking, anyway!

-greatest fear? losing someone I dearly love.

-last person you called? my Papa.

-last song you sang? Like I’m Gonna Lose You by Meghan Trainor.

-if you can access a person’s mind, who will it be? Jb.

-What was the nicest things said about you? That I am the best Teacher in Filipino!

-The Pope is having dinner at your place, what would you cook for him? Adobo!

When was the last time you flirted with someone? Well, I don’t do flirting. Never! hahah

-How much time do you spend in the bathroom? 10-15 minutes!

-What is your greatest achievement? Passing the RQA for Public School teachers!

-The worst thing you did for love? Prayed hard that he will like me back.

-What defines you? my kindness

-If you could be someone for a day, who would you be? Why? I wanted to be Selena Gomez because she’s just amazing and I love her!

-If you were to have the body of someone whose body would it be? Nina Dobrev! Damn, she’s sexy!

-What is the biggest misconception about you? That I am mataray, suplada cold, unapproachable.

-What makes you happy? family and food.

-The most expensive thing you bought for yourself? Laptop

-What is your early morning ritual? Check my phone and see my bare face in the mirror.

-The biggest challenge you had to face? When I lost my mom.

-This is your last night in the world, who do you want to spend it with? My sis and father.

-The best books you’ve read? The Universe of Us, Lang Leav

If you have to eliminate one emotion in your life, what would it be? Obsession!

-What is your idea of perfect relaxation? Beach relaxation with my family.

-What would you want to hear from your guardian angel now? That everything will be okay. Do not worry, i am with you. I will guide you.

 

What do you want to keep in your life?

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  1. Family- They are the reason why I keep on moving with my life. As much as possible, I don’t want to lose another one. It’s very hard. Very painful. I do not want to experience that pain, again. Though, I know all of us has an ending point, I just wish and pray to God that, please, not now.
  2. Friends – because true friends are hard to find. 
  3. Myself – I don’t want to lose myself in the process of finding my life’s purpose. 

 

Dearest,

J

Are you happy now?

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Few days ago, I stumbled upon installing an app, called Question Diary. So, I decided to post my answers here in my personal blog. Much better.

Are you happy now? Am I  happy? Well, Yes. I am. We all have different sources of happiness. Some says they are happy because of, money, they can buy whatever they want- complete family, hanging around with their friends, happy love life because they found their match and etc. These are such the common sources of happiness. 

At this moment of my life. I am happy. But not that happy. There are still wishes and desires that are yet to come for me to say that I am completely happy- genuinely happy.

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To be honest, my heart now is full of questions. There are days that I felt empty. Days that i don’t know what to do. Lost. confused. soul searching. In time, I know God will provide me  a genuine happiness. The kind of happiness that will never fade away. Happiness that would stay. 

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As they say, Happiness is a choice and I chose it. There’s still a long way to go. Life is a journey of finding oneself and figuring out my life’s purpose. 

I might sound so dramatic in this blog post, but trust me. I am okay. I am happy. I live a normal life, I have my sister and my loving father by my side, my mother, who is our guardian angel from above and true friends that I can rely on. And of course, God is with me. 

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Tomorrow when I wake up, I will be happier. I will be excited of what life has to offer. Everyday is a gift from God.